There's always someone in her head,
begging to speak out,
with words to be said,
Yay! Nay! Up! Down!
it takes her around and around,
and then SLAM!
She's driven into the ground.
She takes a break because it's blocking her thoughts,
it wont let her speak from her heart
CRAZY!
She feels,
Crazy!
Crazy makes her closed off ,
makes her silent,
Reminiscent.
She recalls her way and then his way ,
Trying to peg which is the right way.
This way doesn't make her second guess herself,
Even in the flow of words she finds her wealth.
On the page.
I cant not give guarantee the words of god,
I cant not say he wins the odds,
"he holds the truth in folds and
There's always someone in her head,
begging to speak out,
with words to be said,
Yay! Nay! Up! Down!
it takes her around and around,
and then SLAM!
She's driven into the ground.
She takes a break because it's blocking her thoughts,
it wont let her speak from her heart
CRAZY!
She feels,
Crazy!
Crazy makes her closed off ,
makes her silent,
Reminiscent.
She recalls her way and then his way ,
Trying to peg which is the right way.
This way doesn't make her second guess herself,
Even in the flow of words she finds her wealth.
On the page.
I cant not give guarantee the words of god,
I cant not say he wins the odds,
"he holds the truth in folds and
I am a boat;
My arms are paddles,
My legs are propellers.
I do not exert myself,
I just am.
Pushed forward
by the simple pleasure
Everything is blue;
The walls,
The air,
Even me.
This is safe.
This is easy.
This is home.
The undulations
Rock me to peace
I could fall in love with you.
Right now.
I know my head’s a little fuzzy, but
I could, I swear.
I could fall in love with your dimples,
Right into them,
And drown a little in the view of your eyes.
I could quite easily slip down your frame,
Take a slow ride over the length of your arm,
All of your fingertips,
A quick revisit to memorize the softness of your lips,
Then a tickle to the back of your kneecaps.
I could keep this trip up
Until I knew the curves of your toes
And maybe,
If we’re both a little lucky,
I could land in love at the bottom.
He calls it like it is,
'This is more a lust thing'
and yet I am still seeking,
searching for those
little comforts in him.
But it's not there.
What I'm looking for
isn't there.
It's fine, it's fine, it's good
I love it here
I love it.
Straightforward.
Trying, trying, trying.
But with everything so far away...
I just want
I just want
I just want.
I want to cry
I want to die
but they won't fix anything
and I am not a liar.
I said I wouldn't but
that doesn't keep me from dreaming.
Sing me to sleep
with the soft sighs of your breathing
Because I'm so alone and
almost anyone will do.
While I wait
While I wait for you.